unknowable diaries

Obsession, A Reflection

I despise the way, myself, I am doing this to you and your memory
I am sick, and it has touched you
And ruined
This
Is stagnant
Stillwater pool image of sunset days, where it was just you and I and us, perfect
Not you

Out of your mouth, my childish cries
Begging
‘I wished you stayed’

I’ve chained your shadow to me,
It’s chained me to you
It’s scaring me
Me
I’ve perverted you to this dreamish nightmare

All my fault, I wished for this
And you know it
That’s why
That’s why

No
No
No, no, no, no, no, no...